The Thai Disco

Okay! too much of events to even mention but just let me say those that matters more.

After cnc, Bao suggested thai disco. ( see, i told you it is addictive. Ha! )
So Kaew bao and i went down. Just the 3 of us. We're enjoying the performance and going crazy over my fav girl. I thought it was going fine until Bao grabbed my fav thai girl and told her i wanted to talk to her. The moment i couldn't describe. Because i've been spotting that girl for like near a month?! Every single TD friend knows la! My heart skipped 2 beats when i faced her and Then i stammered. An exchanged of few sentences and she left. Bao said i'm a loser and i think so too. Sigh. But she is a good girl.

And just when kaew and i are trying to shuffle a LITTLE BIT, one thai girl went up to us and dance. Then followed by another 2. So yeah, each of us had a partner and it's sex dance. I swear they are really pretty and HOT. It got bao abit short circuit. REALLY.
Then before i know, 2 more girls surrounded me. Front and back. And i was molested from breast to down. I felt extremely uncomfortable so i took a look at my brothers. DAMN! They are happily, or rather should i say horny-ly dancing with their thai girls. From their faces i can see la! OMG! All the switches all switched ON!!!!!!!!!!!! Touches and kisses!

Gerald! if you're here with us, i don't know you'll laugh with me or get on with the girls man! hahahha.

Because i couldn't believe why we're so lucky to have girls, i ponder for awhile and i realised. They are not normal thai girls. They want things from us. So i pull kaew over and reminded her. We discussed and totally make sense. kaew told me to try to help get the girls off. So i did. I pulled kaew and bao out of thai disco.

That BAO BAO still cannot get over her thai girl! OMG! Keep saying she's pretty she's hot! Yeah she is! but She's looking for otherwise! Kaew and i tried to wake her up and get her back to reality. I hope she doesn't have hang over of that girl. They are really tempting. Ask kaew.

But still, each of us had our own fun with the girls, without paying a price. Fuck PLAY and WELCOME THAI DISCO!
Hahahahahahha! A perfect place for people that just want to have fun! Bring them home dudes!

Vern, kaew agrees that the thai boy resembles your FEI LUN HAI guy!

Kaew, enjoy more TD before you go k?!
Tentatively, we agreed TD either on wed or thurs! Where the crowd, or rather our TD friends will come in! QQ, i inform you alr ar.

Because it's like heaven.....

//I thought we sort of talked before and we agreed that i'm totally not your kind. But why?
I didn't take you as a spare friend. I didn't meant to treat you hot and cold. I appreciate what you've done for me. I just thought that we're just friends? You got me confused when i saw your blog which is kept from me. It's all about us, all about me. Pictures taken that i don't even rem. Probably you should have shown me this earlier....

C and C and Me

Here i am sitting alone at C n C with a jug of beer, the laptop sitting at the edge of the table, left hand holding my dinner, right hand blogging this entry. Been here since 9.30pm. There's this heart broken girl who cried till her face looked abit distorted. Just a sudden urge to go over and ask how is she. While i'm typing this sentence, she's outside puking. Poor girl. Her cries of heartache, her endless tears of hurt, her screams of pain, so pain. So pain that she keeps punching her herself, where her heart is. The wounds so fresh and bleeding. Though i only saw her once, somehow i can feel it all. Yes i can.

Oh ya, and this adds up to 7 couples break up to 1 getting together. Felt relieved that July is gonna end in a day or two. At least the counter will restart from Aug. Which will definitely make me feel better than facing so many heart breaking moments.

I cannot make up my mind if i prefer my life now. Work everyday, and after work activities will be c n c for weekdays and sundays. Most of the time alone and a few jugs. And it's a NEED to bring along a jacket when you visit this place. So i never leave home without an extra piece of cloth. I like to pop in and give bao a surprise everynow and then. I just love to see her expressions when she spotted me. Eyes wide, jaw dropped, actions paused, ran out immediately to give a hug and tell me how happy she is to see me. Like a repeated procedure every time. Hahahaha. Anyway at this rate i'm hanging here, i should have made quite a few friends. But not one yet. Probably because i STILL enjoy having some time with myself only. That's why sometimes bao will ask, how come you didn't ask anyone down. Well.... i just didn't feel like. I am weird. Like, yesterday i die die also want to have fun with friends. Today i just feel like being alone.

I'm alone......I'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone..... I am alone.........
and somehow i think i like it. =)

PEACE!

Wait! I don't know if i like here or after five.

LIM CHIA HUI! Rem our date for ktv!
Niao Ge, keep track!

Multiple Choice

Butterfly cold joke number 1.
A: Where exactly are we going later?
K: YL wants to go Butter.
A: Ohhhhh.... i never go before.
K: I think you'll slipped later.
A: Huh? -turned to look at others for clues.
-Silence.....-
Everybody: Hahahahhaa...-then stare at K-

Butterfly cold joke number 2.
K: I know why her skin feel so smooth and slippery. (referring to someone who frequent Butter)
Everybody silence..... AGAIN.......
Minutes later...... everyone goes "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Random sign i saw at causeway point while taking the GOODS lift. It could be PAU 1-3.... if i went to the 3rd floor. Couldn't help taking a picture of it. =)

Casino night at St James.
Happy Belated Birthday!

A month filled with birthdays worth celebrating for. But on the other hand, i realised it's a ratio of 6 couples breaking up to 1 couple getting together this month. Disease! Contagious! But still.... Congrats to the 1 couple and i hope things will get better for the other 6. -Cheers!-

Thai disco never fails to let me down. Or should i say my friends never did.
Regardless of " Nothing's gonna change my love for you", " I hate myself for loving you" or the i-just-want-to-follow-you-guys-shuffle songs.
We're a team when it comes to that and i totally LOVE the feeling.

//Nothing's gonna change my love for you, you ought to know by now how much i love you!"
//I hate myself for loving you, can't break free from the things that you do..."

-What a feeling!-

Photos n Photos

Photo of the month. Reason: Our serious expressions. A good photographer to capture this moment.

Yes. We are crazy over this show for this period.

Outside Thai Disco, Bao is requested to do this. Does this ring a bell? She said, " Ni yi ding yao xing fu orh! "

Yup! Request number 2. I said, " Ni yao xing fu orh! "

And followed by a baby freeze. -smirks- Step, you are a good teacher. =)

I am not as good as Step. So yea, the freeze done by my disciple. Nod. Maybe a new move call " Entangled ".

This makes me think of hillview, think of kaew. Been awhile since someone cooked for me. ABC soup. Egg. Chicken wings. DELICIOUS.

Mimi loves to follow me to the toilet and watch me pee.... I swear.




Birthday at 5 10...... wooooooot!


Because i caught my dad sneaking out to drink, i guess he is better alr. He kept quiet when i scolded him for going out when he almost cannot walk at all. Dustbin filled with tissue paper soaked with blood scares me quite abit. His group of friends.....sigh. I don't know to feel angry or happy. But come to think of it, i am also like that. So i guess, like father like daugther. The daily roster of taking care of him is well planned by my brother and i. Our love has definitely make him feel alot better. =)

Cheers!

let me emo for this entry pls???

Dear god,

Dad is in great pain now. Though now is still under observation, i am still very worried. Please do not make him go for operation. He is an old man alr. He cannot take this shit. He cannot sleep, work, walk or even stand. The only words that i hear from him is sounds from terrible pain. It hurts me. But there's nothing i can do to make him feel better other than sitting beside him and look at him. My heart broke again.

I beg you to make him recover soon.
Thank you.

Dear mum,

I teared when i see dad suffered. Please make sure dad gets well soon? Please don't make him go through all these.
It may be just a small problem for now but i just can't help thinking about the worst.
I know you may be lonely after 10 years but don't take him just yet in any case?
Cause without him, i'll really be alone. What is family? I haven't seen kor kor since new year, and you know he's leading his own life alr. He somehow became a stranger? and that i don't feel i have a brother. I guess he feels the same way too. We need to stitch up this family bond. Kor kor should come home more often and i should spend more time with dad.

Mummy,
I love you and i love dad as much.
But i'm not ready to be an orphan....

Sign,
Your Beloved Daughter.

Heeheee.... I finally started watching the 1st cd after having them for a week. luo zhi xiang is sooooooooo fucking cute and ham and cool!!!!!!!!!!
I simply fell in love with him all over again....

爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角 爱转角

That's not the main point.
The main point for is entry is to sing birthday song to Bao.
Happy birthday to you..
Zhu ni shen ri kuai le
Happy birthday to you...
Zhu ni shen ri kuai le.....
LOVE YOU!!!!!

pics will be up. now too lazy.

It is Alac's Xmas Day!

My present from Sheryl love!
Shoe vouchers from Bird! How on earth she knew i need them badly!!!!!!!
Another one from Sheryl!

Today Santa Clause came to town. And only for me!
Thank you thank you! You guys are really sweet, i love you to bits! Nothing's gonna change my love for you!

Sheryl, 4 months will pass really quick. Rem that time passes fast. I'll wait to see you again in Nov! Study hard and maintain your excellent results, you smart ass! Do us proud!

Bird, next time if you got this kind of good opportunity, don't let it go again k? Thank you for those vouchers. It's really okay that it came late. It's the thought that counts. And it's just so coincident that i desperately need them. Go buy shoes with me?! hahaha...

Karyn, congratulations on your promotion and having a better job offer at the same time! Rem to give us a treat for which ever opportunity you choose!

Wo heng xing fu.
Zhi zhu chang le.
I don't dare to ask for more cause this is good enough.
Ze yang jiu guo le. Nod.

爱转角遇见了谁?

Jx very very conscious of her hair throughout the night. Nods. I really salute to her.
This girl high alr. Don't know what she doing.
See! i told you Jx is VERY conscious of her hair.
Errrmmmm... i don't know how this happened. Everybody doing their own things.

Happy
Birthday
To
You.
I waited for her in the toilet for 5mins to make her hair.......willingly.

Wooooooot!

Here it goes again!
Happy birthday to you!
You’re born in the zoo.
There are donkeys and monkeys.
You are just like one too!
Happy 21st!

Last night was……totally…..
I don’t know how I got home, what time I reached, how I changed.
I remembered I puked. A lot of times.
But can’t remember where.
Ly, luckily you nv go ar, if not I think I’ll do it in your car!
Birthday girl not drunk I don’t know drunk until where.
Nobody one moment bottoms up beer, next black label, then hennesy, then back to beer and so on. Anyhow mix, sure kanna jia lat jia lat…

Anyway, the girls had a good time snapping pictures.
They took ALOT ALOT.
(I had a good time to MAMBO! OH YEAH!)
After Jac left, here comes my 3.2mp cam!
So, pictures from my 3.2mp and more to come when Jac upload hers.

A short explaination to friends who asked why my shirt smells funny last night.
1. Only at 10.30pm then I received a sms asking me to TRY MY BEST / SEE WHAT I CAN DO to find a cake…and candles of course.
2. I had to WALK to 7-11 at amk central.
3. It was DRIZZLING.

Mission completed.
Saralee (I don’t know how to spell) in the end. Ha!
Candles in my room from lantern festival.

And yes, the smell is yi fu sai bu gan de wei dao. Thank you very much.

Ly, heeheeheeheehee… I know I’m disgusting but I cannot stop…..heeheeheeheehee….
I am going to her blog again. Heeheeheeheeheeheehee……No.16!!! Heeheeheehee....

~I just wanna tell you how I’m feeling, gotto make you understand.
Nv gonna give you up, nv gonna let you down
Nv go around a mountain n desert you.
Nv gonna make you cry, nv gonna say goodbye
Nv gonna tell you lies n hurt you.~ (with actions provided) =)

Ahhhhhhhhh…………life’s not so bad after all, ain’t it?

On another note, i realised that it isn't a easy task to travel from amk to jurong or boon lay. 16 fucking stations. Although there's mrt, the 1 hour ride still drives me crazy. i wonder how the people can live there. I brought my book along with the intention to read through the journey, but it seems like i haven't started a chapter. The moment i sit down, i fall asleep with a snap of fingers. My sleeping postures often landed me up with butt ache, neck ache, waist ache and head ache. And headache is because i keep knocking my head onto the glass on my side and back. It often came with a loud bang accompanied with unwanted attention.

Today i was supposed to go Jurong POINT. I thought it was near IMM, so i dropped at Jurong EAST station and walked to Jurong CENTRE thinking that was my destination. I couldn't find my boss so i called to asked.

Me: Hello, where you? i cannot find you guys.
Boss: Are you at Jurong POINT alr?
Me: yes, i reached.
Boss: Okay, it at level 1. We're just opposite Delifrance, Macs and KFC. You see those Fast food outlets alr?
Me: Ahhh, yes i see them. Thanks. Bye!
( I walked the whole Jurong CENTRE to find my boss. Coincidentally, Jurong CENTRE also have Delifrance, Macs and KFC. The even more suay thing is, the 3 of them are also situated together.)

After 20mins....
Me: Hello, i'm so sorry but i really cannot find you. I walked the whole area alr.
Boss: Where are you? Which station you dropped at?
Me: Jurong POINT lor. I alighted at Jurong EAST station.
Boss: OMG. You're at the wrong mall. You should alight at Boon Lay. You're at Jurong CENTRE.
Me: Oh! I'm so sorry. Okay i come now.....

I started work at 11 instead of 930 because of this. I apologised to my boss as i've nv been to Jurong POINT. She accepted. Phew!

She say Jurong people are like ants!
I told her they all looked weird. Funny. Like not local. Jussstttt....weird.
Then i began to think if they ever go town. or clubs.
Anyway, ants don't need to buy beauty products. They don't even stoppd to browse! No wonder i got zero sales.

Random, the news just announced that those who lose their passport more than twice may not be able to apply for passport ever again. COOL! Locked up!
Now.... who lost their passport once alr?!?!?!

Happy Birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to you!~
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuu.....~
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........~

Happy birthday my girl!
You'll get your passport cover!
I love you toooooooo!

1707. bao instructed to buy 10big before she left this morning. Hahaha.
Anyone else?

I counted the dates and it seems like i've got quite afew birthday songs to sing this month!
A month worth celebrating!
C'mon, let's dance!

Weigh Prooooooteinnnnnnnnn

Good news good news!
I'm starting to eat very well.
I don't retch anymore!
So you guys better stop saying i'm disgusting-ly skinny and want to keep my bones in the shoes ar!
I'll gain back my weight!
But you guys gotto wait quite awhile cause losing weight is easy, putting back on is so fucking hard la!!!!!! -shouts-
I'm gonna be 50 and not 40! ( don't want la, i think 56 better)

Friend no.1 : " Lac, how heavy are you? "
(Before i can answer)
Friend no.2 : " She should be 40kg la!"
Friend no.3 : " Wait, is she even 40?! "
Friend no.2 : " I think she should be 36. " Sounding affirmative.

My bones ain't gonna break okay?
So RELAC ONE CORNER LA.

=)

Del Mar MOS Fun 2

My Super Trnsmssn Lightstick!

Last night i stepped into the main hall. They call it TRNSMSSN SPECIAL.
Whole place filled with shufflers. Light sticks filled the place.
I don't know how PHD looks like but i think it's somehow like this.
I'm so amazed that while all my friends are shuffling, i stood rooted and stare.
I didn't know sg had such good shufflers. I must be a super big kuku.
And there's this super hot and pretty girl shuffling the same variation as her friends. i'm addicted la.
Meanwhile i bumped into pris and i gave her my light stick. Immediately she began shuffling with it. I was dumbfounded. Because she was damn good at it too. Then i asked, "when did you learnt that?!?!"
She replied," Not long ago.."
But she was really good la.
Impressive.
I really really had fun last night.
SWEAR!

I finally got things to filled my time alr!
I borrowed a book and the show zuan jiao!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!

And just now i was taking a train from jurong back home. When it stops at Yishun, Kaew walked in and said, " why are you here leh?!"
hahaha. Of course la, i just off work what!
We're so fated! same cabin, at the same door!

Gerald, i'm just waiting for you to say that.
And i knew you'll say it to me! Hahaha.
You know, after your words, i feel so much better.
I guess i just need you somehow!
Oh, you mail me your username and password lor. okay?
I love you!
hugs.



Look! I'm selling K3 and K5! I finally know how they look like.
A slice of music!







7 drink drank drunk had a short amazing race to del mar at 2am.
Starting point at Rouge. 1 car park at cairhill. 1 one centerpoint. The other near ice cold beer.
Honda, nissan and lancer. Cool shit.

Anyway, gotto go Fly alr! Gonna be late! She'll scold me for sure!
BYE!

Fun at Del MAr and MOS

I don't know how come i cannot upload photos anymore.
I cannot blog without showing visuals together with words.
I must tell you about my adventures.
I'll try again tomorrow.
I am so high i'm blogging sentence by sentence.

Good night...

Mi Li Ye

Mi Li Ye is on now. Just fyi.

Harry potter the movie didn't quite meet up to expectations.
Was expecting more on Sirus's death rather than a minute of mutism.
Because the book made it so exciting.
Transformers is so much better.

I just realised Zouk smoking corner is the size of my bedroom. Choking.

I want to blog blog blog because i cannot stop stop stop. - Shakes butt - (Jasmine secretly loves it. I rem.Ha!)

Gonna sleep... before that, i need Janice!

Will just do. Will just do.

Mix and Match

I feel I am mentally unstable. ( agreed by kaew )
I ponder about the differences between the cold and warm blooded.
I wonder when did I get this disorder of talking aloud to myself before I sleep. ( Janice )
I sense that the lifestyle I’m having now will lead to a disaster.
I think I’ve abandoned the trait of an Aquarian who needs personal space.
I suspect that my imaginary friend is following me with every step I take.
I trust that it will scar.
I reflect on my adulthood.
I assume taking a lungful of air will calm me down.
I suppose I’ll stay clear from fireworks.
I visualize too much that I’m going through the retching period.
I expect tremors to come after earthquake.
I consider my life a total messed up.
I presume I’m always not drunk enough.
I see that all my jeans are growing bigger.
I reckon that I’m a new comer in Fight Club.
I urge to break an infant’s neck every now and then.
I believe an Aquarian has to meet another or equivalent, a Libran.

I need a doctor.
I need an answer.
I need a savior.
I need a listener.
I need an intruder.
I need an admirer.
I need a healer.
I need an inhaler.
I need an advisor.
I need an entertainer.
I need a smoother.
I need a home maker.
I need a shelter.
I need a supplier.
I need a tailor.
I need a supporter.
I need a volunteer.
I need a believer.

she's my intimate imaginary friend. I was inspired to have one after i came across an article.
By the way, Watch your back!

The Dusty Wooden Bed

6am and a mixed up with emotions and i wonder about a feeling which i cannot describe.
Everything i observed as she's sound asleep on the dusty wooden bed.
She's squashed up with all the other family members but she's comfortable with everyone of them.

Mushu, Aiden, Pig, Bunny, Pancake Bear, Baobao and Baobao no.2,
meet your new family member.

A night of rendevous.
They say a mistake.
But i say it's fate.

Minutes of my day

Time: 11.30am
First try on Gatsby moving rubber. WooooWooooo.Goooood! Makes me wanna sing the song….Gats suuuuu byyyyyyy. Gats suuuu byyyyyy…….
Finally managed to strip off the title, The Handyman aka Bao Ka Liao.
I swear I’m getting better at screwing.
Sea Spa said I’m good at it. Ha ha ha.

Time: 1.56pm
I brought the laptop and North point doesn’t have any access point at all. How can it be?! I’m stationed just outside Macs.
I’m typing in MS Word so that I can Ctrl + A / C / V when I get home.
I’m editing my sales report. Expenses report as well. The guy behind me peeped into my excel sheet. Rude!

Time: 4pm
Had Macs for lunch.
Sales is at zero.
Ppl took the effort to kapo about my products but none took the effort to take out their wallet.
They should never challenge to sell these high end products at heartland areas.
I just got to know the internet access is down at Macs, no wonder I can’t tap on it.
I’ve been sweeping mines and switching between mp3s and episodes of friends.
Somehow I learnt to appreciate having them in this laptop. Thank you, to the owner.
I miss Kaew and Bao at this moment. Must be the friends.

Time: 4.31pm
My beverage is coke. Icy cold coke.
Sales is still at zero.
Singtel booth is bustling with ppl.
(Lian, why didn’t you request to work here?)
The only person that I converse with is this lady.
Once in a while, you’ll hear TING! when she depresses some buttons or the words “Please Sign Here“.

Time: 6pm sharp
Thirst-quencher is still coke. Warm coke.
But sales is,
2 at $15.90 each. Black mud soap / Salt soap
1 at $29.90. Hand cream.
She bought 1 soap back to try, then 15mins later, she came back for more.
And after the 2nd time purchase, she said she’ll come back later to buy more.
It will only get better. Nod.
I need a smoke.

Time: 8.14pm
Coke had dried up.
Dinner was good.
Bonia bought a total of $115.60 worth of products. Insane!
The more products she put into her basket, the wider my smile is.
I smiled so hard that when she turned her back, I immediately try to relax the muscles abit and put back on the smile when she turned back.
I told you it will only get better. –Smirks-
45mins to closing.
What a day.

It’s weird that this laptop didn’t die on me today. Since 11am till now.
Usually it’ll shut off after 2hrs. Shrug.
Good boy. Good boy.

- I guess my habits of playing mine sweeper had bombed me into a million fragments, saying endless of game overs. And I am only at an Intermediate level. How about the Expert? I dare not think.
Consequences?
I’ve been going around places picking up pieces of me. -

I shall go figure how to play mine sweeper the right way. =)

Blogging Fun

Question 1: What does the scenerio looks like when we're having one microphone each and singing the same song together??

Ans: 2 of them throwing microphones at each other to choose a better one. And of course, leaving me with the wanna spoil mic. Alac takes the easiest part of the song while kaew and bao back up with 2 different tones. So a total of 3. We finished the whole song but i thought i only sang 2 lines......

Question 2: How long do you think it takes to travel from suntec to far east by bus?? (non-peak hr)

Ans: 2 hours

Sulky, impatient, angry, irritated, don'twannagiveup, don'tknowwhy.

keep sending sms-es to IRIS to ask what time is the bus coming exactly.

Iris didn't even bother about us.

You don't know how pek cek it was.

We kept saying, wah lau eh wah lau eh... non-stop.

Especially when i kept taking time off to lao sai,

Kaew added in more, wah lau eh wah lau eh.
Ppl, next time nv ask Iris!

ehhh... i think i suck in changing blogskins.
I wonder how last time i can edit html like counting ABC.
Now i totally lost it...
I found my Optimus Prime blogskin and there's some errors which i cannot comprehend.
I'll just wait for some kind hearted soul to help me with it. Anyone pls????????????
I swear this movie has once again motivate me to do Optimus prime on my leg.
Been wanting to do since few years back la!

I have a date with Harry on wed!
Abit can't wait to meet him.
I want to see harry with ginny.
But i'll close my eyes when dumbledore dies.
I think i'll cry. How?!

Vern, you're my only supporter for this blog, can don't leave meeeeeeeee?????
Enjoy your special day!

Yes, jasmine.

If only you'll not keep zouking on weekends!

My time is yours.

And ah, stop commenting on my english!

It's going 5 yrs and you're still at it!

Optimus Prime - No sacrifices made, no victory will be won

Why am i so suay?!

Sat wasn't a good day to start with.
Let me tell you why.
Woke up extra early in the morning so that i'll have time to cash my cheque.
It was raining then.

As i walked my way to AMK Hub, i felt my socks are getting soaked. Weird. So i stopped to take a look at the soles of my old and torn converse shoes. I know why. Pls see above pictures for details.
"wah piang eh, need anot?!"

My next task is to find the bank in such an unfamiliar mall. Regretted never have a good walk there. Spent 20mins, walked up down left right, found the bank, but it's only open at 11am. I need to start work at 11.
"wah lao eh, need anot?!"

Before i can get out of the place, i began to feel a lil too wet down there, went toilet and it stained my boxers... and a little bit on my jeans too. First thought in my mind,
"wah lan eh, need anot?!"

By the time i clean myself and got onto a cab, it's alr past 11. I'm late for work. Luckily no one complain. 1 hr later, my stomache muscles starting pulling. Cramps ar! and i gave my last medicine away the previous night. I cannot stand properly, my face can't smile right. Every min seems to pass so slowly. And you know what?!, havey norman starting playing this song, "cause you had a bad day..... you had a bad day."
"knn, need anot?!"

For people that is interested to know how long it takes to walk from suntec tower 4 to raffles shopping center and back, let me feed you with the info.
It takes 30mins each trip. and i'm talking about brisk walk. Hmmmm... like my speed when i hurry?
"ccb, need anot?"

QQ came down just for me, bought medicine etc. Makes me feel so much better. ( i want to thank you for replacing me today. They should allow staff to take some alcohol when needed.)
I feel i have a new gf. You're just too sweet. Why you not girl leh?!
"kns, you si bei sweet ar!"

Took the medicine that causes drowsiness. My eyelids so heavy, my vision blurred. I tried so hard to fight the war. I lost. I fell asleep for more than a min standing behind the camera counter. I REALLY SLEPT. when i fought to open my eyes again, and look around, i saw every single staff in havey norman was staring at me! So embarassing la! you cannot imagine those kind of embarassment.
(but they know i'm not feeling well though.)
"knn alac, you si bei power sial"

And my unlucky day ends here because my night was relatively good. Went hard rock and drank alot, till my vision is affected. Wanted to supper with them but really too drunk to. hahaha.

Friends,
sorry i broke our promise.
I got drunk.
I know what you all are worrying about la. Drink so much then become emo. my usual self.
But... heeheehee. I was actually happy and having fun last night.
I told you i've changed. So don't worry ar. I'm walking up step by step. -Cheers-

Blood cells in my heart whispered to me,
" Well Done Alac! I'm so proud of you!"
Yes, indeed.
Somehow i think if gerald is here, i'd hear this from her. =)

K, V and Q, the unexpected things you guys do, just made me feel warmth. LOVE FOREVER AR!

i cannot blog anymore, my cramp getting worse again. I need to sink into my bed now. and curl up like a he bi.

Last words, it's time to groom myself again. Mon tues off. Ask me out! Transformers you promised! haircut! bills! and new Converse shoes! yes vern, i'd consider getting a black one.

-my blood flows like a river- OUCH!

07-07-2007 = V and Q getting married.

Deprived From Blogging

They always say, A cat that has the ability to catch a rat is a good cat.
Courtesy of Vern's neighbourhood cat and the poor lil mouse.




Don't you wish Zouk is as smoky as before?

Nah kaew, these are all the photos you requested.
The rest no need la, cause you not very suai in it. haha.

Kaew in Nigel Ng's room.

Can anyone guess who she's msging?

CLUE: ( Kaew doesn't want me to fill in the clue )

Last night PAIN was my dancing partner.

I knew what was coming and alr prepared myself what to see when i'm in. but i didn't know my timing was so right.

As i took my last breathe before stepping in, i walked past 2 figures holding hands and exchanging kisses. I was just 2 feet away from them when my shadow past them.

I felt my heart dropped, i used my right hand to hold it tight and walked all the way in, telling myself not to turn back and have a second look.

All the way in, i met a group that i know.

She asked, " Are you okay? "

Normally i will say yea i'm fine la.

But, " wo zhen de bu ke yi le, wo zhen de bu ke yi le "

I fought back my tears so hard that i think i'm doing damage to my eyes.

Despite trying, one rolled down and she immediately wiped it off. Thank you.

I walked out and finally able to put down my right hand. Shirt was wet from the clenching of my hand. Looked abit ugly though, cause it's like my left breast is wet?

Give me something harder to deal with.

I've completed yet another task.

What's next?

arrrrhhhhhhhhh. i can sign in blogger again. it's the internet settings i swear.

i really got alot to say but i guess from all the events, i'll take days to finish blogging. so i shall not talk much abt it.

1. Work has allow me to take very good care of my nails and hand. My nails are shiny! my hands are smooth and silky! kaew said she doesn't want to be like me, but guess what?! She's doing her nails too at work today!!!! hahahahha! Kaew, don't try to hide your girly side hor!

2. Queen and i were fixing tables from ikea, we're both using our right hand to screw in the nails until i told queen, " Ay, use your left hand la. right hand so tired alr. " and then she changed to her left. She struggled with her left hand, like a difficult task to her.
I told her immediately... " OMG Queenie, you can't screw with your left hand!!!!!!!!!!" Waahahahhaha.....And she replied, " No! i can OKAY!!!!!!!!! "
Vern, can she?! hehehe.

3. My friends are the best and i feel loved once again. Work will be so lonely without them popping by.
They bought snacks, food, drinks, honey sticks for me. They reluctantly let me buff and file their nails, do salt scrub and put hand cream on them, though in the end they started playing themselves! haha. Different friends, different times they drop by. Help me setup, help me do closing. And i swear seng kang is never near to them. QQ is the sweetest! she made me honey water secretly and caught me by surprise! hehe.

To all the friends that have been there for me regardless how tired they are and how late the time is, and those that keep checking up on me through sms and phonecalls,
Thanks for all the care, concern, love and distraction. For all that you guys have given me, i'll stand up again really soon. As you can see, i handled it differently from what you guys thought and expected right? I've grown up you know? You guys are priceless treasures!

4. Someone told me i deserved what had just happened. Then i asked why. She said because wo zhuo le dui bu qi PAU de shi sian. Hello?! i nv did. i even swore infront of that person that i nv done before. How amazing rumours are. Can someone believe me?!?!?!?! Ly is the last one i've done her wrong before. Opps. Sorry LY!!!!!!!! hahahahaha. you know i love you laaaaaaaaaa. I must mention you really. thank you for being there all the time. Like you said, you've nv not been there for me. hugs.

5. Bao, no words can describe how you're there to stand by me. I don't need to write you an essay to tell you how thankful i am. You know you occupy a bigger space in my heart after what we've been through. Joey, thank you too, for CNC and drinks!

6. Gerald, thanks for all the advices you've given and time to talk to me and read my mails. I still wish you can be here....

7. Karyn, thanks for checking up on me almost everyday and try to dig me out. Sorry that now i'm the one who didn't spend time with you. I try k?

8. New clubbing places distracted me away from the unhappy events. Thai disco is so cool i think i want to be their member! haha. Finally after a long search, i , alac ng, found Singapore's last TECHNO place! They play those powerful old technos that we used to hear in canto and sparks! And and the thai girls so HOT and PRETTY! VERN!!!!!!! please come with me to see your Fei Lun Hai guy! and qq too, techno with me. i show you the canto dance instead of my usual sparks one.!

9. Well well well, a series of unfortunate events, i must say. But it's okay, it's all over. An experience learnt. Like i always say, "Aiya! everything also must try one time mah!" and okay, i got it. something i nv experience before. or rather, i nv thought that i will.

10. WooWoo... i read through my entry and realised i got alot of love for everyone! hahaha.

11. Lastly, I cannot take my eyes of you... -smiles-
Show me those moves again...



OPPS... i just wrote an essay.

Finally able to log in.

Last night was quite fun. at 11.45pm at CNC, the boss took the mic and announce, those who wanted to smoke, faster take your last stick. cause after 12 midnight, no smoking in the pub is allowed. and immediately, you can see every one in the place begin lighting up their sticks. The place immediately became so foggy i can see. hahaha.

Then is over at the thai disco that first time the air became so fresh...