let me emo for this entry pls???

Dear god,

Dad is in great pain now. Though now is still under observation, i am still very worried. Please do not make him go for operation. He is an old man alr. He cannot take this shit. He cannot sleep, work, walk or even stand. The only words that i hear from him is sounds from terrible pain. It hurts me. But there's nothing i can do to make him feel better other than sitting beside him and look at him. My heart broke again.

I beg you to make him recover soon.
Thank you.

Dear mum,

I teared when i see dad suffered. Please make sure dad gets well soon? Please don't make him go through all these.
It may be just a small problem for now but i just can't help thinking about the worst.
I know you may be lonely after 10 years but don't take him just yet in any case?
Cause without him, i'll really be alone. What is family? I haven't seen kor kor since new year, and you know he's leading his own life alr. He somehow became a stranger? and that i don't feel i have a brother. I guess he feels the same way too. We need to stitch up this family bond. Kor kor should come home more often and i should spend more time with dad.

Mummy,
I love you and i love dad as much.
But i'm not ready to be an orphan....

Sign,
Your Beloved Daughter.