C and C and Me
Here i am sitting alone at C n C with a jug of beer, the laptop sitting at the edge of the table, left hand holding my dinner, right hand blogging this entry. Been here since 9.30pm. There's this heart broken girl who cried till her face looked abit distorted. Just a sudden urge to go over and ask how is she. While i'm typing this sentence, she's outside puking. Poor girl. Her cries of heartache, her endless tears of hurt, her screams of pain, so pain. So pain that she keeps punching her herself, where her heart is. The wounds so fresh and bleeding. Though i only saw her once, somehow i can feel it all. Yes i can.
Oh ya, and this adds up to 7 couples break up to 1 getting together. Felt relieved that July is gonna end in a day or two. At least the counter will restart from Aug. Which will definitely make me feel better than facing so many heart breaking moments.
I cannot make up my mind if i prefer my life now. Work everyday, and after work activities will be c n c for weekdays and sundays. Most of the time alone and a few jugs. And it's a NEED to bring along a jacket when you visit this place. So i never leave home without an extra piece of cloth. I like to pop in and give bao a surprise everynow and then. I just love to see her expressions when she spotted me. Eyes wide, jaw dropped, actions paused, ran out immediately to give a hug and tell me how happy she is to see me. Like a repeated procedure every time. Hahahaha. Anyway at this rate i'm hanging here, i should have made quite a few friends. But not one yet. Probably because i STILL enjoy having some time with myself only. That's why sometimes bao will ask, how come you didn't ask anyone down. Well.... i just didn't feel like. I am weird. Like, yesterday i die die also want to have fun with friends. Today i just feel like being alone.
I'm alone......I'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone..... I am alone.........
and somehow i think i like it. =)
PEACE!
Wait! I don't know if i like here or after five.
LIM CHIA HUI! Rem our date for ktv!
Niao Ge, keep track!
Oh ya, and this adds up to 7 couples break up to 1 getting together. Felt relieved that July is gonna end in a day or two. At least the counter will restart from Aug. Which will definitely make me feel better than facing so many heart breaking moments.
I cannot make up my mind if i prefer my life now. Work everyday, and after work activities will be c n c for weekdays and sundays. Most of the time alone and a few jugs. And it's a NEED to bring along a jacket when you visit this place. So i never leave home without an extra piece of cloth. I like to pop in and give bao a surprise everynow and then. I just love to see her expressions when she spotted me. Eyes wide, jaw dropped, actions paused, ran out immediately to give a hug and tell me how happy she is to see me. Like a repeated procedure every time. Hahahaha. Anyway at this rate i'm hanging here, i should have made quite a few friends. But not one yet. Probably because i STILL enjoy having some time with myself only. That's why sometimes bao will ask, how come you didn't ask anyone down. Well.... i just didn't feel like. I am weird. Like, yesterday i die die also want to have fun with friends. Today i just feel like being alone.
I'm alone......I'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone..... I am alone.........
and somehow i think i like it. =)
PEACE!
Wait! I don't know if i like here or after five.
LIM CHIA HUI! Rem our date for ktv!
Niao Ge, keep track!
posted by Alac Ng at
10:45 PM
1 Comments:
Oei.. nobody call me lch lor.
ok la! i remember! but don't laugh cos i will sing all the old songs. i dunno new songs..
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