Spare Me!

Ar bo you guys just spare me and give me a break lor!!!!!!!!!!

I just want my first event to go well.
Stop creating trouble for me!
Stop bullying me when my partner is not around!
Stop taking advantage of me just because i'm new to this field!
Stop instructing me to pass you MY event's money!
Stop threatening me by saying you won't allow me to hold my event if i can't produce a contract of events!
Enough of threatenings!
File police case and all!
Shit you la!
You better Stop eating our money!
We worked our asses off for those events and you did nothing!
Give us back what we deserve!
We'll fight it out with you!
But before my partner is back, i guess i'll have to do it alone.... and the meeting is in an hours time.
-breathe in, breathe out-
Alac, don't be scared now.
You can do it!

My Birthday Entry, Make A Wish

(Vern, i've been longing for this pic to be uploaded so that i can blog this entry man. Thanks! like finally!)

i've always been thinking when will these 5 ever meet up together once again and have a good picture taken. I told Gerald my wish for this birthday is to have a picture of 5 again. Not one less.
3 out of 5 are carving their own careers in different countries and i think to even have them all back at the same time is almost impossible. But still, they made it happened and my wish is granted.

Though we had our tough times and we can really have different views sometimes, with squabbles and all, i guess secretly in our hearts, we still care for one another. No matter what happens, the bond is always there. We can never part. And none of us will bear to give this up. Cause it'll hurt so bad. All of us know it. Maybe it's fated.

That's why ALMOST 10yrs down the road for us, i really want to say this in Alac's very own style. (don't laugh or say i throw face k. cause it's just me!)

I want to shout aloud!
BACKSTREET'S BACK, ALRIGHT!

Can i can i? Can i say this?!
Bao, probably you know the pose for this action. hahaha.
Ar bo you teach us can?!
Then we force the rest to do with us esp Gerald, who is always the most difficult to handle when it comes to such things.
And all of us will do together and laugh together and get silly together and create another set of memories to reminisce.....