My Life Will Be Judged and Ruined

Ahhhh.... yes. My darting place.
Now Kaew also addicted.
She will recieve good training from us.


Just another night at Discovery.
I look fat with double chin. Why ar?!


What are we doing leh???!
Nobody can answer.
Only thing i know,
we were drunk!
(Anyway, that's me qq and kaew)


On a happier note, for my 25years of life, i've nv strike anything with sg pools, or probably not even lucky draws. (my lovely friends can vouch for that...)
So on the ang bao toto, i won 20dollars. HA!
And don't know who are the fuckers who keep telling me toto must strike 5numbers then can get money. I don't know throw away how many winning tickets with 4numbers la!!!!!!!! No wonder my luck isn't there.

Some thoughts strike my mind on sat while i locked myself up in my dark room staring into space for more than 18hours without food and drink and not answering any one's calls.

How many first times we'll actually do encounter during the period we're alive?
I realised, it isn't true that as we get older, our first times become lesser.
Instead, it's never ending.
Because there're so many things to do/try that given a life of a 100 years wouldn't be enough.
Or how about putting it this way, at different stages of life, we'll have new sets of first times.
(while i was blogging this, sheryl love called from perth! and she said i was the 1st person she called once she landed. haha. how sweeeettt.)
Okay, back to the issue.
Ya, so all of you know that i'll always say: aiya, everything also must try one time ma!
Right.

So apparently, i've sorted out that there're some FIRST TIMES i don't wish to try AT ALL. (but it's all too late) I've tried them all....
1. drink driving and get caught.
2. Heavy fine, a few thousands, and license suspension, at least 12months.
3. Attend court.
4. Retake driving test.
5. Blow breathe analyzer for 12346579 times i wanna asthma.
6. Start planning for my 2months old car.
7. Emotionally and mentally affected. Simple as depression.
Judgement day: 12march2008

I'm quite positive about quitting alcohol.
Don't ask.
And i'm serious.