I want it different

I was 18. They say i was cute. And the dimple too. I smirked and i flew. I am 24, people commented the same. I felt disappointed. All I wanted is something different. I hope they can see, i am more than that now. A random customer i've never met. He came up to me when I was playing happily with my friend. He suddenly told me i have 2 rs i have yet to let go. One is filled with guilt. The other is purely love. I almost fainted and call him god......
Vern, i hope you'll get well real soon. Love.